well, my ass finally finished high school. i could have done it way earlier but i don't know, i just put it off for some reason.

been at my job for over a year, that's the longest i've ever worked somewhere. i'm usually too fed up with bullshit and will quit.

i found the love of my life, who i've pretty much known all along, well since sophmore year.
wasn't on purpose, but i'm pregnant.
it's gonna be a girl, her name is madeline. i'm due in nov.

mmmm, fuzzy is finally five years old and still acting like an old man. silly boy.

and mmmmmmmmmm that's it.

i think i will start taking pictures again, i kinda miss it.

so yup yup.

maaaannn.

i don't even know where to begin, or what exactly my point even is.

... i feel unproductive here at da.

haha, under statement of the year right there.

i can't wait till i'm out of school so i can finally do some things i enjoy.

like going for walks, taking pictures, being with my dog, being with my friends/family, baking, cooking, reading.


all things i miss so very much.
basically life is school. work. home. sleep.
then, school. work. home. shower. sleep.
sometimes i change it up to shower. school. work. sleep.

*sigh* almost there. hanging in. promise.



then i'll have some cutie fucking pictures of my pup-o.

fuzzy, by the way is four and a half years old. will be five in june.
fucking crazy.

i've loved my dog since he was the size of my palm.
he is amazing, i have no idea what i did right, but i obviously did. he's super sweet and chill. loves pretty much everyone except drunk people. whatever, it's cool. he's observant. very much so actually. can be playful if you rev him up a little. he can dance, roll over, lay down, shake, sit up, and give kisses on demand. he doesn't really need a leash, he just hangs out by you [unless something is very interesting smelling, then it could take like five minutes]. he has a huge personality for a dog, let alone a small one. he's me babay.

"in order to really enjoy a dog, one doesn't merely try to train him to be semihuman. the point of it is to open oneself to the possibility of becoming partly a dog." - edward hoagland

true story.

so i'm being an easy inexpensive thing for halloween this year.

a pirate wench!

i think i spent a total of ten bucks.
eyepatch, hoop earrings, red bandanna and a cheesy medallion.

i had the pants, the sword, the bootybag, the corset, the shirt & the fishnets already.

sad... but cool in it's own way.

i work for halloween anyways, and knowing me i'll probably be too tired for a party, but i'ma be one cute pirate wench selling tools.

today was lovely, i forgot how much i loved being in the kitchen.

i made lasagna, molasses cookies & some sugar cookies.

tomorrow i'm making pumpkin bread & i haven't decided what else but it'll be sweet.

i love youuuuuuu.

but why'd you go to mtv?
i'm disappointed in that.

now you're gonna get famous.
but you deserve it if you really want it.

either way i'm seeing you on sunday.


this will be the first sunday i've had off since i've worked there. that's over three months man. of being there at 9 am.

on a sunday... PHEW that's early.

there will be times in your life when the roof falls in and the bed bugs bite
those sweet dreams you heard about well you slept right through them what's that about
cause of that snake in the grass well you never had such a pain in the ass
yeah you tried speaking your mind but they got you convinced that its empty inside



mmmmmmmm so summers almost over and i've been working pretty much the whole time.

i'm technically an adult but i know i won't feel like one for quite some time. i'll probably feel like one when
a)i finish high school.
b) get my car put into my name with insurance/ my license and everything else associated with that.
c)maybe plan on moving out. just maybe cause there's nothing wrong with living with your parents if you get along like best friends.
d)save up for college. i would love more than anything to go to school for baking. serious bliss... haha.
& e) stay in a stable relationship. i know this guy, he's like the boy of my dreams and i just might be able to get him.


but im'a take things slow.